My neighbors are turning me on!

Seriously, I think our neighbors who are living in the apartment above have been taking lots of pills today. They have been playing pop/house music in more than 7 hours and the music is getting louder and louder. It’s 5am in the morning and they are still playing like it was in a club. I don’t understand why other neighbors haven’t complain yet. By the way, when I say very loud I really mean VERY LOUD! Our flat, or house, is vibrating like it’s an earthquake.

My brother is off to bed but I don’t think he will fall into sleep. Something that really surprises me is that he hasn’t got mad yet. He used to have a really bad temper but I can hear that he is laughing. Haha, he is playing some Vietnamese love songs in his room right now.

Oh no, I have to wake up in no more than 3 hours. Damn it! Anyway their taste of music is pretty good because they are playing Rihanna and many of my favorite songs. Something that annoys me is just the bass but I’m OK with that. High 5! I think they all will get arrested in anytime.

Music Speakers

To be honest, I do want to join them. Fucking crazy people, they are making me wanna party! Geez, they are playing “Like a G6” parody remix now. I can feel the adrenaline moving under my skin. OMG, I’m getting HORNY! Their fucking music is turning me on! I just want to go and fuck them all! Having a nice orgy before sleep! HAHA

All the bottom up there get freaky freaky.
I wanna fuck you nice and sleazy, just ride, all night!

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I have an oblique septum!

Once you inhale, the air will be drawn through the nostrils into the nose before it passes further into the lungs. Between the right and the left nasal cavity there is a wall – nasal septum – which consists of mucosa, cartilage and bone. An oblique nasal septum consequently impedes the airflow.

By accident I put a finger into one of my nostril yesterday and it went all the way into my nose. When I did it again with the other nostril something blocked the way. I figured out that size of my nostril is different and I also get to know that my nasal septum is oblique. This may be the reason why I always use my mouth to breathe instead of my nose. As I remember I have never hit myself in my nose when I was younger so this may be something I was born with.

Oblique Septum

My research on Internet says that I may need a surgery to correct the septum. The goal of the surgery is to straighten out the nasal septum. An incision is made internally on one side of the nasal septum. After the mucous membrane is elevated away from the bone, obstructive parts of bone and cartilage are removed, and plastic surgery is performed as necessary. Then the mucous membrane is returned to its original position. This kind of surgery takes about 1 hour and requires treatment in hospital for 1 or 2 days. Sometimes plastic discs needs to be placed inside the nose during the healing process of 2 weeks.

Removal of obstructive parts of bone and cartilage

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My brain is going to explode in any minute!

It’s Christmas soon. Bad memories of what I’ve been through last year is back again and they are torturing me. Some other problems make the situation even worser. My head is getting heavier and I feel like it’s going to explode in any minute. I’m kind a crazy right now. BUT I  do believe that happiness is the key to success so I have to smile! I have to smile, even though I feel like shit right now…

Happiness is the Key to Success!

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I’m missing Australia!!!

If I haven’t been in Australia I’d probably appreciate my life right now. Before I went to Australia my world was completely different and my life was really limited. I thought I had everything I needed and everything I wanted, but I was so wrong. My life was so strict. And the most important thing of all, I didn’t know who I  really am.

When I went to Australia and started my life in Sydney, I realized that I’d never been myself until then. My life and mind changed and I felt like I was exploring a whole new world. I could feel the freedom without any chain around my ankles. I learned how to live a simple life without any prejudice. I went to the clubs at weekends and danced as I had never done before. I met awesome people and made friends with many of them. Even with people who were doing drugs, something that I had always been avoiding. BUT these people are like everyone else, and they were very kind.

Sydney Harbour

I still remember how soft the sand on the beaches felt under my feet and how the sunlight hit my face in the morning. I still remember the teenagers who were surfing on the waves at noon and those children who were skating near the beaches in the sunset.

Now what? Everything is gone, gone and gone. It’s almost 2.5 years ago since I left Sydney. I can’t believe that I’m living the same life I had before I went to Australia, again. I’m sure that I’ll go back to Sydney one day. But will everything be the same?

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I want a Skimboard!

Swedish summer shouldn’t be like this. It has been 30 degrees in a week. This is horrible. I feel like I want to go for surfing but there is only one surf spot in Sweden, located somewhere on the  South West Coast.

The traditional surfing is almost impossible in Sweden but Skimboarding might work. Only if I can find a sand beach. Is there any in Svealand?

 

 

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